messy fate

i sat, and look around
i found myself sitting too comfortably, till it starts to scare me

I'm not a person who question a lot,
things are just what they are,
or at least it is that way for me since a very very long time ago

but now i do start to question,
and maybe is a good thing
maybe i can start to plan things,
and finally have control in my own life:)
and really get what i want^^